Last post for a while.

my own breathe woke me up this morning, achohol/morning breathe does not smell good.

but as last nights go, as i doubt ill get out for months now was, well im still a bit in shock and over whelmed. that and ive come home with everything i went out with, have my memory and only gained three injuries, which ill come to explain in a bit. so all in all. win

but this is probally going to be a long post, when i mean long i mean seriously long, (ill leave the sex joke) mainly because im killing time until i get my balance back or ill get riped on by my mum for the rest of the day, so im keeping a low profile with a cup of tea, that and she doesnt know about the bobble coming off the hat yet either :S

but yeah Started off being me and chris (hamblin) as i cycled up to his to get the bus but on the way up i didnt see an ice patch, que injury 1. bike went from under me and my leg and foot took the brunt of it, wasnt to bad but my shoe split up the side :/


so for a drink wore some of chris's all night, namely those <<<

Got into town and headed to the three goats as ash (who was first on my little list of numbers) was there, found everyone as they where finishing up so some split to the wheatsheaf and some to red lion, i went for red lion as i promised sam (thomas) id find him after he finished work here.


headed up there and as usual it was rammed to the walls but for peroni on the tap, i can live with it but first surprise of the night, i bumped into possibly the last person in the world i expected to see, rikki summers then poped out rhiane dallymore who where two raging chavs from mathew arnold. they where both pretty drunk so the not so sutle mocking began. cruel but rather amusing esspecially when we came to the topic of IQ, ha

then kate emma and sam (taylour) joined us to sit on our table, i mean this literally there where no chairs ha but sam (thomas) was running late so the adventures of the duo that is chris and chris moved off to the wheatsheaf. (not gay)


we got all the way up to mcdonalds all excited, then it dawned on us. we had no idea where the wheatsheaf was ha. so started asking around, until it finally came to me, just one of those moments you suddenly remember where you left your phone or keys and think how stupid you where to forget as i used to walk past it to the bear where dan works.


so got there just in time to catch unknown flow, i love a bit of unknown flow, that and it reminds me just how much i miss my bass. then stuck around for desert storm, which again had more sexy bass guitars, but everyone who was moving and not watching knew the words, i decided to make them up and head banged with shaun anyway, dont think anyone noticed ...


then headed to spoons, this is where i was a little nervous as i was given the heads up that poppy and kirsty where either here or the pt, last time it ended in a beastly arguement where i lost hair so instant i walked in, shot of extra proof rum, the bar tenders face as he smelt it said it all but if you can stomach that, your ready for anything. headed upstairs but they wherent about, found everyone else instead, que surprise number 2, emily and laura making out. to which i got pictures on there camera. theres not much more to say on that but i should definatly think about being a soft porn photographer. after this we split to pt and some to thirst/bridge


que surprise number 3, i was barred from the pt, most know the story (i dont) but the guy said "if you fancy risking it, go for it, manager catchs you then well you know whats going to happen" so i walked right on in. this made my life. que surprise number 4, poppy, no shot would have prepared me for this, no missing hair, no arguements and no claws but a hug and an apologie. This kind of knocked me back a bit when i was prepared for war, even had a hat to protect the head (yes there was a secret reason for it) so i trundled off around the corner a bit miffed and then straight after came the one thing i was most nervous about. seeing ella. id elaborate but its kind of weird when you know the person is going to end up reading it at some point, but in a few words, ive missed her a lot.


the rest of the night went great, everyone was in pt so spent it dancing and generally screaming "FUCK YOU I WONT DO WHAT YOU TELL ME" ha dj didnt even know what it was when we tryed requesting but looking forward to the charts today.

but it really hit home yesterday towards the end of the night what im leaving behind, knowing when you hug someone or give a manly hand shake it could be for the last time really started to overwhelm me a bit, giving proper long chris hugs really didnt help this and as gooder time as i was having i couldnt help but have all the things ive been thinking about over the past month or so in the back of my mindfrom pro's and con's of joining, to probaly never having a gf again or coming close because of the life style, to if i come home in a box would i regret not doing something? theres a million things like that, ill man up eventually.

but i solved one yesterday as i still have a lot i want to say to friends and family, from apologies to something simple like ill really miss you, so im going to go for christmas cards, even if they show up late, means they dont have the pressure to send one back then ha, but im really happy about poppy tho, it was near the top of the list to sort out some how, but there was one hug i left till last as it was probaly going to be the worst one to have to do, unfortunatly i never got the chance in the end but im going to try and find a way before i leave for catterick

after leaving and starting the walk back i bumped into rikki ash and matt who where on there travels home to botley, now being merry we decided putting a for sale sign over the speed camera was a good idea, although que injury number 2, ice, seems to be my mortal enemy but pretty much sliped and fell on my face into the road, bad times ha

said goodbyes in botley and headed home, but thinking is never a good thing, little to say i carryed on and just got angry at myself, i dont know why but snaped and lashed out at a bus stop sign, que injury number 3 i dont know which came off worse but i reckon ive broken my knuckle or bruised it pretty bad :/

this has taken up most of my afternoon again and is EPICALLY long and detailed but ive had nothing better to do today whist hungover, although i wont have anything to write about now for weeks as its back to the routine of work and gym which neither is interesting really, so yeah im going to try and get some sleep and play taptap revenge some more, mind numbing and helps my co ordination come back ha, so g'night :)


xo