Homebound

Proud, yet pretty gutted at the same time

Proud because I've restrained from going out, no matter how tempted, as i need to save money for this week to get presents. (that and because I've kept this going for ten days)

the gutted part, being at home (hence writing this) Hannah invited me out to the gloc for metal karaoke for the 2nd or 3rd time now, i feel I'm kind of letting her down now :/ that and metal karaoke just sounds amazing, then sash to .. well .. not only bridge, but a Monday night at bridge and i know a few others are about as well.

Sucks balls

that and i got my punishment for not showing for work on sunday, i was at work on saturday when i was asked to lend a hand on the sunday which i dont normaly work as there delivery lorry had broken down in the morning and none of the roasts for sunday like beef pork and the carrots etc where going to arrive till 7am the next day and all needed to be prepped before mid-day, i got up at 2pm. (hopefully that all makes sense)
so i knew something was coming, as my manager cant do the usual of threaten to fire me as he doesn't have many staff as it is, instead the pub has a huge open fire that burns proper big logs, long as your arm and as fat as your hand, they got delivered today and dumped in the car park and it took me the best part of 3 hours to move them all and stack them in the shed, in the cold and rain, lame

before i die of bordom im off to finish watching equilibrium thats recorded on good old sky+, as ive already done everything like washing cleaning etc

but this is probaly, to this day, the most badass move with a gun ive ever seen, ....